Wednesday, May 7, 2014

何去何从

有多久了,距离上次到这儿?是生活的忙碌?还是现实的残酷?总觉得对于生活和未来是越来越迷茫。自己追求的是什么?未来的自己又会何去何从?这一切,都只是没有答案的问号。我只能带着不安的心情,一步一步,那样走下去。想起当初那懵懵懂懂的自己,最大的敌人依然是考试的那段日子,不尽有些怀念。是什么让我变成了今天的我?过去的我会不会喜欢现在的我?未来的我又会是怎么一个样?依然故我?还是被他妈的现实驯服得贴贴服服?如果真有那命运之神,在那天到来之前,稍微让我尽情挣扎,让我暂时活在梦里,在我被现实括醒前。好吗?

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  1. 前天,朋友告诉我:’你知道吗,我们的路还很长‘。嗯,曾经我也这么认为的。我还年轻,堕落放纵迷茫本来就代表青春。乱的感觉糟透了...可是起码 no commitment,爽就好。等我再大一点,我就会做这个干那个定下来,bla bla bla da da da. 上个星期三,一个很喜欢的同事突然因车祸就这样走了。很难想象再上一个星期我们还有说有笑。死亡原来离我们那么近。所以,我的回答是:‘其实,路...不长,是我们高诂了‘。在这不长的路上,活不到潇洒就尝试勇敢一点。学着泪在眼眶里打转,嘴角还挂着微笑。懂了沧海虽大,难载真情,天涯虽远,一步永恒。经历过了方知吃得饱,睡得好多么难得...再加三五个懂我的人,生活很温暖。也许现实有点艰辛,有点孤独...但熬过了痛,我们才学会成长。不是世界选择了你,是你选择了这个世界。Make it count, make life count.

    The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
    Not a footprint to be seen
    A kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I'm the queen
    The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
    Couldn't keep it in
    Heaven knows I tried

    Don't let them in, don't let them see
    Be the good girl you always had to be
    Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
    Well now they know

    Let it go, let it go
    Can't hold it back anymore
    Let it go, let it go
    Turn my back and slam the door
    And here I stand
    And here I'll stay
    Let it go, let it go
    The cold never bothered me anyway

    It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small
    And the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all
    Up here in the cold thin air I finally can breathe
    I know I left a life behind but I'm too relieved to grieve

    Let it go, Let it go
    Can't hold it back anymore
    Let it go, Let it go,
    Turn my back and slam the door
    And here I stand
    And here I'll stay
    Let it go, let it go
    The cold never bothered me anyway

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